I don't exist

May 6, 2010 - 02:07 | 6 replies

I don't know at which point this happened. A couple of years ago, if you made a search with my name, Mervi Eskelinen, it would have returned my site (the one that was here before) as the first hit. A couple of weeks ago I noticed my site was fourth or fifth on the list. So I decided now it's the time to stop stalling and launch the new blog. So I did. Nothing happened. I was still fourth or fifth. And the address was something like helmikuu.net/mervi/blog, which wasn't there anymore.

After some days I created a URL redirect from the non-existing blog-folder to the real front page. It seemed to be a mistake. The site vanished completely from the search. If you make a search with my name you will find some other people. Some, who most likely didn't even care about web back at 1998. Or didn't even know what it was.

A couple of hours ago my post How hard can it be was attacked by a flood of spam. Something about Canadian drugs. Besides the nice comments by a friend, Atso, spam has been most this blog has received during this short time.

For someone who has spent half of the time of their adult life online this all creates a bit of a crisis. Feels like I don't even exist anymore. I'm not there. In the eyes of most people roaming over web I don't exist.

Become my pen pal!

Get exclusive stories and notes straight in your inbox once a week:




6 replies for "I don't exist"

Comment »

tero's picture
tero on May 6, 2010 - 09:38 said:

Ungooglability might be a blessing, you know.

Mervi's picture
Mervi on May 7, 2010 - 17:27 said:

I've been googlable for the past 10 years or so. Used to be the one and only Mervi Eskelinen online. It's pretty bad for my career plans too. So, no. Not a blessing.

Atso's picture

Sorry about that. I added your page to my links, I don't know if it helps with Google results, but one can try...

Mervi's picture
Mervi on May 11, 2010 - 23:09 said:

Awww thank you so much! You didn't have to. I'm actually back in the search, but still oddly low. I think it's got something to do with the fact that Google has went a bit wonky...

Atso's picture

Yeah, I noticed, we have to get you higher. Maybe the other Mervis could be bribed into changing their names. :)

Mervi's picture
Mervi on May 12, 2010 - 13:58 said:

Maybe I should blame my family of giving me such a common name.

Comment

Thank you for your reply! Please let me know if you have problems with the antispam system.
Kiitos vastauksestasi! Kerrothan minulle, jos roskaviestien eston kanssa tulee ongelmia.

Your name or pseudonym.
Will not be published, sold or given to third parties. Fake email may result in reporting and deleting the comment.
Please include http:// (eg. http://helmikuu.net).
I reserve the right to restrict comments which do not contribute to the conversation, which contain profanity or personal attacks, or seek to promote unrelated business or scams.
  • Web page addresses and e-mail addresses turn into links automatically.
  • Allowed HTML tags: <a> <em> <strong> <cite> <code> <ul> <ol> <li> <dl> <dt> <dd>
  • Lines and paragraphs break automatically.
  • Email addresses will be obfuscated in the page source to reduce the chances of being harvested by spammers.

More information about formatting options

By submitting this form, you accept the Mollom privacy policy.
To prevent automated spam submissions leave this field empty.
Mervi Emilia

Hello, I'm Mervi Emilia!

Online since 1997. I'm the Web Goddess, a geek, cat person, dreamer, awesome, always right, awkward, quite boring and easily offended. This is my blog about web design, social media, life, marketing and business. Have some tea!

Twitter Twitter/@tasselflower
Twitter Twitter/@helmikuunet
Facebook Facebook Page
Google+ Google+ Profile
Google+ Google+ Page
Pinterest Pinterest
Instagram Instagram
Flickr Flickr
RSS RSS

Become my pen pal!

Get exclusive stories and notes once a week:




Made In Helmikuu - Web visibility with a homespun twist

Yearly archives

Search and find